Lost & Found
Finally, I am back for a proper post. Lots of things hav taken place. As usual, I went thru e ups n downs. Tears were shed...smiles were long gone wif e wind. Apart frm e many unhappy evets, e onli glad thing is I hav found e ans to e qn which has been makin me feel so puzzled for months. Since I hav found e ans, it is reali time to move on. Honestly speakin, I hav not been happy for e past 3 months. E zest in me for my studies went missing n e confidence in me played hide n seek wif me.
E empty laughters r deafening. E louder it is, e more empty it feels. I tried hard to cover those tracks. I pray hard tat no one will tear tat thin layer of cover. It feels raw inside.
Politics is madness when e grp has more than 3 gals. 5 might live in harmony but definately not wif 6. I am e no.6. Fake smiles, fake kindness...all jus for a show. Why cant pple jus treat each other wif genuine care n concern? Y fake it? Does it reali make one look better? Beats me...
Off to revise for my last test. Bless me.
I was right. U were running away...Care n concern...Gone wif e wind..."U werent being urself...tats y I leave u alone"Jus a plain good excuse on ur part.