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02 January 2009
2009
2009, a brand new year ahead of me. Past resolutions made for 2008 wasnt fulfilled entirely. I did manage to revive in keepin in contact wif several frens mentioned back then. Caught up wif several of them thru my birthdae n sum small gatherings held thruout e yr. Thanks for givin me e opportunity to find back wat I lost to time. :)

For e yr ahead, 2009...
  1. STILL try my best to b a good daughter.
  2. FOCUS! Sumting which I fail terribly in.
  3. Gonna do better in my studies.
  4. STILL...try my best to squeeze out sum time despite my tight schedule to catch up wif my long lost frens.
Oh well...it was jus yesterdae tat I was still sulking away over sum issues. It was another few hrs ago tat I started smiling to myself. Life is ever so unpredictable. I hav no idea when is e next time I will b sulkin or smiling to myself again. One thing for sure, my weeks ahead will be packed like sardines once again. Skool & my 3 students r waiting for me to attend to them. Mon - Sun, 7 daes a week, there isnt a single dae which I do not need to do anything abt e 2 things mentioned above. It may seems overwhelming to me now but I am pretty sure life will b ever so fulfilling n filled wif many more joyous things to look forward to. Esp. my attractive pay @ e end of e month. *grins*

Expectations. Is expectations e mother of all disappointments?! I would hav to agree. If I wasnt expecting anythin to happen jus 2 daes ago, I wouldnt b so upset n b sulkin my time away. It was purely due to the fact tat I am expecting a cheerful reply. However, wat exactly took place was veri much different frm my expectations. I was expecting to b out. Still, end of 2008 was veri much e same like every other yr. Disappointment sets in n I was almost in tears. If I hav expect myself to spend it like any other yr, I wont b feelin anythin. I am glad to hav J comin forward to tok to me. He alwaes appears @ e rite timing. It is esp. so when I am feelin so vulnerable. Thanks for cheering me up as alwaes. It did meant alot to me. :) (though I noe he wont b readin tis...still...I wanna credit him for tat)

Hence, e expectations I hav for myself will remain as high as possible. As for e others ard me, I would like to keep it as low as possible. Tis is to prevent me frm feelin disappointed ever again. :)

PS: Been a long time since I last blog in such a way.

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