My Bestie
It is amazing how I will never run out of topics tokin to YW. Its truly even more amazing how my perspective of certain issues in my life changes over tat few hrs of conversation. I can never explain how much "wisdom" or knowledge I can get jus thru e simple conversation wif her. It is always refreshin to b able to tok to her. To me, she is jus like a little map or compass in my life. Despite e fact tat I am supposedly to b older than her for a few months, she always seem to b e big sister who is ever there to guide me when I am lost or feelin confused over nitty gritty things. I am reali thankful to hav her in my life n treasure tis frenship whereby I could jus trash out all e "shits" inside me. On top of all tat is mentioned above, e best part of our frenship is e common understandin, chemistry, common 'tactics', similar interest n values towards life in general. I cant believe tat we can strike such a common understanding towards certain aspects of our life. All these similarities onli serves to make our conversation n relationship to b ever so enriching, precious n close to my heart. :)
E onli upsetting thing is... YW is a GAL. If onli... SHE IS A GUY INSTEAD! I would hav married her regardless of e lack of a diamond ring. I guess I hav repeated tis quite a few times! Still, I cant help hopin n feelin tat it would b reali great to hav her as my husband.
It was jus a 6hrs chat which took a huge change in my perspective towards several pple in my life. I cant help feeling tat I hav overlook over certain little things in my life. To b veri truthful, I am a little disappointed wif myself as I hav alwaes tot I am careful enoff tis time round. In actual fact, I am still not TAT careful n smart enoff. Oh wells...to treat myself slightly better by havin lesser expectations for myself, I can onli console myself tat everyone do make mistakes n hav their low times in life. :)
Gal...if u r readin tis, I would like to thank u for helpin me remove those "dusty particles" which has been cloggin ard my eyes for e past few months. I promise tat I will TRY MY BEST not to think too much n take my time to reassess e whole situation again b4 takin a plunge to b e "hopeless person" once again. :) I hav alwaes enjoyed ur company...