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26 November 2008
Losing e Ability
Am I losing e ability to communicate? Or am I jus pms-ing? Deep within me, there is an urge to reach out to e pple ard me. However, I am jus moodless to open my heart n mouth to communicate. Worst still, I find myself seems to b left out in e many 'secrets' goin ard. Whenever there is a conversation goin on, I am totally blur or unclear abt wat is goin on. It seems like I am livin in my own world while others live in theirs. Detached. Tats e word.

Or issit e act of over sensitive n lack of confidence which is e cause of all these? Wats wrong?! Perhaps...academic performance do hav a bigger impact on me than I tot. I guess I am better off being left alone to rebuild my confidence n find time to calm myself down. It wont b easy n I will take quite sum time to rebuild it back.

Sum harmless comments in life were never supposed to b take it to heart. Yet, at times, I took it way too seriously n took all e 'blame' on myself. Oh well, I do need to learn to let it in frm one ear n let it out frm e other. In short, I am jus way too conscious abt my weakness for my own good.

Be strong n cover up all those weakness in u as u wont want ur competitors to see them.

Competition. Y is e competition so strong? After one left, comes along another. A test for me? I tink I tried real hard e previous time. Tat was my max. Wat abt now? Let time do e tokin...

If it is meant to be... It will be.

~ { 12:22 AM }
reflections of you and me;