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20 September 2008
No Confidence
Life has real hectic for me for e past 2 weeks. I was rushing like mad everywhere. Work was piling up like a huge mountain in front of me. Despite these madness, I got to noe who actually bothers to make an effort to shower sum concern over me. Thanks for e occasional showers of love. It reali brought a smile to my face when I tot of it. E understanding, recognition n respect I hav got from my uni peers kinda helps me get past with e turmoils of everydae life. Of cos, I wont deny tat there r irritating ones outta. Still, I hav Joo to lend me a listening ear n allow me to rant my hearts out. Joo... IF ONLI...u r a guy, I swear I would hav fallen in love with u n drag u to ROM. STILL, I am aware tat I hav repeat tis many times, I wanna thank u for lending me e time. Its realli precious to me. I cant imagine how life will b if I hav keep everything to myself.

PS: It feels weird to b thanking pple who wont read ur blog. :S

As promised, I will blog in chinese for e benefit of Joo.

因为不曾拥有所以害怕失去
因为害怕失去所以不动于宗
因为不动于宗所以只好等待
因为等待所以有希望
因为有希望所以也会有失望
只有在失望中才会看到真相

我只能希望我不会在失望中才找到真相
一切都太完美了，让我没办法相信。
感觉如威尼斯的童话故事。　
如果这是一场梦，那就让我快点清醒吧！
我不想再沉迷在里头。

~ { 2:36 AM }
reflections of you and me;