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24 August 2008
Priority
Sumone once said this, "Dont make sumone e priority in ur life when u r jus another option in his/her life". I totally agree with this. More often than enough, I hav committed this silly mistake. I hav chosen e wrong pple n make them e priority in my life when I am jus another 'last straw' option in their life. I was never in their list of being impt. My aunt likes to describe tis phenomenon as being treated like a rubbish bin. Rubbish bins r veri much forgotten in our house. How often do u visit or even spare a sec to take an extra look @ it? They r highly unwanted due to their smell n cleanliness issue. Yet, they r indispensable. I hope tat I am in priority list of e pple who r also on mine.

I do not know if @ my age, I am intelligent enoff to make a wise decision. Afterall, experiences r gain thru time n being wise comes wif experiences. I am still green n veri much lack of experiences when it comes to tokin abt life in general. I hope I am not makin a wrong decision to go for it. To b frank, I am still sitting on e fence. Till date, I am still observing n tryin my best to keep an open mind. I am tryin veri hard to hold myself back to jump into any conclusion abt anyone. Dae after dae, I am still psycho-ing myself tat it is still early. It has been onli 3 weeks! I am takin baby steps to noe pple ard me n being extremely careful not to offend anyone. Who shall be e next one to enter my priority list? We'll see.

Upon reaching tis particular age, I do believe tat many of my peers includin myself, feel tat it is time to grow up! It is time to live up to e 'standards' of our society. Many would emphasize on maturity especially yours truly. Maturity is a big word. It comes wif responsibilities, putting others b4 self & knowing how to behave @ all times. I find myself terrible in area of knowing how to behave. Unglam n aunty 'patterns' jus surface every now n then. To speak e truth, I dislike tis particular side of me. I am makin efforts to cut down n 'get rid' of them eventually. I guess e words 'demanding' n 'perfectionist' best describe me. With tat, it can get veri tiring n difficult to achieve all e standards I hav set for myself as there r too many of them. Perhaps, u might hav notice e change or mayb e change isnt significant enoff. I am still in e process of makin these changes possible. :)

~ { 6:08 AM }
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