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23 July 2008
New Beginning
My Orientation was held on Monday. Having been thru Orientation at Poly, I know wat to expect to happen. Moreover, I used to b part of e GL Family. Hence, it onli makes me hav a even clearer picture of wat it would b like. Thru e turmoils of workin n unhappy past experiences in my poly daes, it makes me tink twice or even thrice when it comes to speakin up. I lost my enthusiasm & confidence to communicate well wif pple. More often than not, I find myself stuck at havin nothin to tok abt or simply makin myself sounds like a boring fellow. I plan n scrutinize @ every single little steps tat I am taking as to prevent history frm repeating itself. I fear to face e fate of being outcast ever again in my life. I constantly reminding myself not to commit e same old mistakes.

Entering a course which is highly populated wif e females isnt a good news to me at all. I am so used to workin wif e males. I am so used to making frens wif e males more than e females. I guess its time for me to learn how to work n bond well wif e ladies. I am too 'tom-boy' for one reason or another. All ladies love to hear compliments but I am too frank for any ladies' liking. An over dosage of tryin hard to sing praises will make me look real fake. In short, I am a terrbile liar n actor. I wont expect tis journey to b smooth sailing. As e saying goes: "Life is never a bed of roses..." I will want to look @ it as a learning journey for me to understand e female population better. :)

Orientation is jus like a peek into e new beginning of ur life in e new skool. I jus had mine. Seems exciting n wonderful... Will it realli b so?

After going thru Orientation, it onli reminds me of my Poly Orientation. Countless of mistakes committed. Apart frm e mistakes, it also reminds me of e pple I met. He. I cant help feelin sad n wishin he is accompanyin me thru tis Orientation...

On a side note: I find myself having no luck wif gals. Sad to say, only 1 pathetic gal added to her MSN. I added 3 gals. 1 refused to add me. Well done. Almost all e guys hav added me. Sigh.

On a SIDE SIDE note: I REALI hate to sae tis...Jan, I tink u hav a better fashion sense than I do. I tink I look better in e dress u hav chosen for me. SO...when can we make another shoppin trip b4 u go? Dun get too cocky alrite.

~ { 3:17 AM }
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