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04 July 2008
3 More Daes
Jus 3 more daes... I will b goin for sumting which I hav been secretly hopin for abt close to 20 yrs?! It might seems a little too exaggerated for sum, it definately isnt so for me. I hav been hoping n wishing for e dae to come so as to b able to look good. Yet, as it draws nearer to me, I cant help feelin a little scared n uneasy. It is jus a mixture of feelings. Clingin onto e hope tat it would turn out good, e fear tat grips tightly onto u for e whole nite, e anxiety which makes ur heart pounds non-stop as u r being pushed... Before u realise it, everything is over. Tis is e kind of feeling I get. Upon realisation, onli pain, boredom & tiredness accompanies u. I got to sae tat tis isnt e first time. With each additional experience, it onli makes me more fearful. How much I wish I am as courageous as I was in Pri 4. E tot of not knowing wat you will get sumtimes makes one more brave. :)

Apart frm wat is mentioned above, I am really looking forward to enrolment dae for my course. I cant wait to hav a glimpse of my timetable n start planning my schedules. E workaholic me cant wait to squeeze my empty slots dry in replacement of $$. On top of tat, I would like to make full use of these 2.5 yrs to pick up skills which I hav been planning to pick up. Its time to STOP procrastinating n START on sumting! Swimming, driving, guitar... These are e ones which r currently on my list. There is another ONE! I doubt I will b able to find a 'trainer' for tat. Tats none other than CYCLING! U r rite n I cant deny it if u say tat I am jus a dugu ah bong. Simple life skills like those mentioned above r not part of me YET! They will be in time to come. :)

One last thing. I came to realise it only recently tat Marketing is a course which requires sumone who CAN write. I believe anyone who has been reading my blog will b able to detect tat I am not fantastic in writing. *nod nod* In order to brush up my writing skills, I hav started to read storybooks! For those who hav known me for a good period of time, you would hav know me by now tat I HATE reading books. (tats y my writting skills so gd lah) Also, I will make myself blog more to practice writing in proper English. So, do stay tuned as tis space will b updated more frequently frm onwards! On a side note, I hope I wont b too busy to update.

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