Why I Wanna Head Back 2 Skool
I guess no one actually knows my reasons for goin back to skool once again. As I hav been on & off workin for abt 1 yr, I realised tat I lost a huge part of me. If I were to do a comparison between who I was during my attachment n who I am now, I hav to sae tat there is a quite significant difference. I lost e naive + enthusiatic me. Steppin into e workin world forces me to face cold hard truth pple hav been tellin me abt all these yrs. As I hav never been there b4, I find it hard to believe wat they hav said. I also find it hard to understand why pple can get so worked up with certain politics tat is goin round in e office. At tat point in time, I find adult's tinkin to b too complicated n ridiculous. Tats rite. I cant find a better word to replace e word "ridiculous".
Hence, I do hope tat tis trip back to skool will allow me to find back wat I hav lost n to revive those wonderful daes of being a student again. When u r student, politics n other issues revolving ard u r never as complicated n bad as compared to when u r working. This is especially so as politics in office can affect e rice bowls of ur other colleagues which is highly sensitive! Arguements in skool r never as destructive as to those in offices. They cant affect ur results unless u allow them to.
Other than e 2 reasons tat I hav stated above, another reason as to why I wanna head back to skool so much is none other than e 'hope' tat my uncle had for me. Abt 5 yrs ago, when my cousin graduated, I remembered my uncle once said tis to me: "I hope u will b able to graduate wif a degree & wear e hood & gown jus like ur jie jie in time to come." Sad to sae, I din manage to enter NUS or NTU. This means to say tat I wont b wearing e hood & gown on my graduation day. Also, he wont b able to witness my graduation ceremony as he had left for another world. Still, I would wanna to fulfill his wish for me. :)
Lastly, it is for myself n my future. I bet everyone would wanna hav a bright future ahead of them. :)