Never Look Back
Often enough, I hav heard of pple telling me to look ahead of me n not to look back. Reason? Well, this can b easily understood using tis analogy. Imagine u r driving a car, if u keep lookin back or at ur rear mirror, wat would happen? Like wise, if u concentrate on lookin wats ahead of u, e result would differ greatly.
I was lookin back @ my veri old entries of my blog. They were dated way back in 2004 to 2005. Only after readin those entries, I realised how much I hav changed in terms of my style of blogging. U can sae tat I am gettin more n more "old" in a way or another.
I hope I hav a control over my emotions. I noe tat I am veri weak in tis area. I hav a veri high tendency to let my emotions control me which makes me do stupid things or make stupid decisions. I will get veri remorseful over wat I did after I cool down. I noe it veri well tat tis isnt a reason for me to earn forgiveness frm anyone. It onli displays my childish-ness thinkin tat I can alwaes use tis as reason rather than facing up to e fact tat I cant hav a control over my emotions. Jus to let u noe...I am still tryin to find a way to help myself wif tis issue...
I veri much wanna embark on a brand new journey rite now. Be it workin or studyin, I would like to occupy my time. While watchin Healing Hands III, it gives me many insights abt how I shld look @ diff issues which I am facing now. Losing a chance to fulfill ur dream shld b viewed as another opportunity to pursue another dream. How inspiring... I hope it did inspire u in a way or another not to give up if u happen to b in e same situation. :)
Its gettin late. Time for to bid gdbye n nites to all my faithful readers as tis aunty here heads to bed for a rest in preparation for e battles she has to face for tomolo... :)