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03 May 2008
Messed Up
Sumtimes in life, it is amazing how 2 pple can get much closer jus over a dinner chit chat session. I hav no idea wat came over me which makes me couldnt stop myself frm tokin. I din expect myself to cry like a baby n bare my heart out to her. Surprising enough, I actually touch on topics which I hav never wanna address in my entire life. I feel naked in front of her. I am fully aware tat particular side of me is e most vulnerable one. Tears jus rolled down my cheeks. I veri much wanted to cry my hearts out but due to e location, I din. After e whole session of being a cry baby even @ at a age of 21, I realise we got closer as frens. At e veri least, on my side, I find it easier to bring my ideas across to her n sumhow tis sharing session brings me closer to her.

E sharing session gave me an opportunity to release e "tension" which was building inside me for e past 21 yrs. Also, it made me realise tat I shld sae wats on my heart n mind regardless of how mushy it might b. If not, misunderstanding is bound to happen. I am still tryin to show pple ard me who I am n express my innermost tots...feelings... I got to sae it will take quite a bit of time n quite a bit outta me to sae those words. I am tryin my best to b a better person with each passing dae.

My apologies if you find tis entry veri abrupt n e ideas dun flow. I am feelin jus as messed up as tis entry appears to b.

I hav decided to give it a shot...

~ { 2:35 AM }
reflections of you and me;