Caged
I have caged myself up. I dun feel "free" anymore. Wats freedom? Freedom of tots? Tots of wat had happened had flooded my brain... Tots of my next step r constantly pesterin me...

It has been yrs ever since I hav tis feelin. E fast heartbeat...so fast n loud tat u can feel it poundin front n back against ur ribs cage. It onli takes a tot to get tis feeling. Goodness. It jus sounds so scary to me. It is even more scary to know tat I am losing myself @ e flick of my fingers. I cant recall wat I see. I am veri sure I was lookin @ elsewhere. I could onli remember wat was conversed.

I see e need to free myself...
I had never wanna it so badly...
For once, I wanna give it a shot...
Y r u so special?
Angels... Tell me if I shld...
I onli listen to u... :)