Confused
I feel veri confused over many matters. As I hav mentioned to JY b4, it wont b easy for me to let go. Time do heals n memories of e past do fade. However, there r certain things in life which do leave a mark behind. Of cos, I would sae this includes pple too. They leave a pair of footprints behind.
How is my life? I would sae nothin realli good or terrible happened. U can sae its jus like a black n white movie as of now. Plain boring. Black n white movies do hav its good points. At e veri least, they r stable n trouble-free. :) I am no longer losing sleep due to e longing for sumone. Simply bcos I am too tired to do anythin once I hit my bed. I tried every way n means to tire myself out. Currently holdin onto 2 jobs isnt easy @ all. After one finishes, e other one comes along. I hav to admit tat I am pretty sadist. I love e fact tat I am too tired to even stay awake for a single sec. I love to pack my life wif so many activities tat it literally kills me. In tis way, I wont cry, feel sad...feel lost...
我怀念我失去的...