Cant Help It
2nd dae into my job. Seen a few similar faces which leads me to other sickening problems in my life. I cant seems to stop tinkin abt tat person. BUT WAIT! B4 u jump rite into any conclusion who tat person is...u actually dunno. There r pple in my life whom I hav never mention to any of my frens. Yet, they r equally impt to me in my heart. I jus keep tinkin of tat person who is unfortunately another "him" n e times spent together. I cant seems to snap outta it. Caught in e past.

I cant stop bio-ing @ tis person. Every break I hav...I see him in e canteen. Cos he reminds me of tat person. If u see who tis person is....u will b lookin like tis -> O_O. Y in e world do I hav tis weird craze for pple of tis pattern? Wat pattern? Its for me to noe n for u guess. Cos I wont even let u find out! *sinister laff*

B4 workin, I tot workin will help. I tot workin will help me to stop tinkin of those few pple whom I miss badly. (I am sorry ladies. Ur r not in e list as mentioned before) I'm a well-known heavy colour light fren person. :) Haha... Unfortunately, it onli makes things worst. I tot tat by lookin @ handsome MAN would help too. Unfortunately, there isnt much handsome MAN in my co even though my office is darn big n many engineers sits in here. Onli flirts. Interesting catchy lines. I oredi identified one potential flirt. Another bei bei who wears a pair of yellow glasses. Keep lookin @ young ladies. Haha...

So....I shall carry on wif my bio-ing of guys. Dun b too jealous okie! Mostly uncles here lah...not much left for me to bio. I hope to see @ least ONE handsome man. Feelin deprived of lookin @ guys. Workin world is filled wif man....guys got stuck in NUS, NTU, SIM, SMU & NS.

Workin world is cruel n sad. Feel so demoralise when my colleague taught me sumting todae. I jus cant seems to get it. Its pretty confusing. When I question her while she is workin, she sounded irritated. I feel stupid. I dun mean to keep question-ing her...I jus dun get it. Cos she left out sum impt things! Heng...my other colleague kinda enlighten me. Showed me sum ropes. :( Its sad bcos u cant share ur probs wif pple n pple dun realli care abt u. To them, u r jus another competitor. Colleagues will alwaes b colleagues. How true. Now I understand y he sae tat. UNLESS u leave e co n do still keep in close contact. I can onli sae tat it is darn hard according to my own experience.

Off to zzzzz. More things to learn in e daes ahead! Hopefully...more MAN for me to bio too! :)