I Tried...
I tried lookin forward. I realli tried. I do not noe wat to look forward to. Look forward e nexttime I will meet him again?! Look forward to e time I feel enthu abt my life all over again? I practically hav no targets for my life rite now. E onli thing I can hope on is my entry to Uni. But sumhow, I dun wish to go to SIM. Many told me tat I can get in there. Cos I never wanna b near NP. At least for e time being. E pain still lingers inside me. Thousands of memories flooded me. I am so tired. I wish I could jus go on gettin myself so busy. I wanna myself to hav no time to sit down ponder wats needed outta me.
当我觉得我不再想你时,我会再一次地出现在你面前。
我可能再也不会出现,因为我想保留对你美好的记忆。
我一直会一旁默默地做你的朋友