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I tink I can blog a better post now. @ least...I am not tat dazed n tired. I am feelin myself again. Shld hav blogged a better post abt my birthdae. But there r many things which I dun wanna discuss anymore. Many tots ran thru my mind. Many 'wat if's. I understand tat one shldnt hav too many 'wat if' in his/her life. Hence, no pt to go n tink wat could hav happened. One would need to look 4ward in life. Cherish wats left in e current state n explore e other opportunities. Not shuttin e door out.
Yupz. So my main focus for being 21 shld b GET A JOB! I am gettin more n more poor each day. My paycheck is not in. Argh. It shld b in soon. I hope. I need to earn more $$ as it seems like I am goin to face a financial crisis soon. Sigh.
I am feelin so lazy to look for a job. Cos it can b pretty tiring staring @ e com n lookin thru e job descriptions. Then go for interview. Being e direction fool me...lookin 4 e rite location is extremely tiring for me. Sigh. I hate it. Feelin nervous over e interview. Foreva feelin unprepared for it even though I did read thru sum materials b4 hand. Last of all, it comes e most sickening thing. Wait. Sum wait r fruitful. Sum r jus plain wasting ur time. E cycle goes on again when e wait is fruitless. Wat a dumb cycle.
I hope I can get well soon. I will b fine. Sorry. Btw...frens, if u r bored, do call me out. Thanks. I hope we can go on low cost meals. =X