My 200th Post & 21st Birthday!
Time flies... I am officially an adult. EEks. When I was small, I wish I hav e power to make my decisions. I would not need to get an adult to sign my indemity form n etc. BUT...when I am officially one, I wish to go back in time. How ironic. Human r jus damn weird. I dun understand myself either.

Celebrated my 21st Birthdae yesterdae (5 Jan) @ ECP. Booked a crappy pit. Apologise to many frens. Cos made them walk damn far. Sorry once again n thanks for comin down. I told myself to remember every single one who came down. Afterall...it was a crappy far place n these r e pple who made e effort to come down. I am realli thankful n touched. :) They r: Joanna, Joseph, Chen Hwee, Raine, Zhong Wei, Grace, Jian Yang, Ming Ying, Janice, Joo Yee, Matthew n Adelyn. Not to forget, Guan Rong sms me on 5 Jan nite, Pierce called me tis morning n Hui Nee sms me.

Jus normal cookin...left damn alot of food. No one took sum home. Poor fridge...got kena squeeze with all e food. Received several presents. Wore e loretta dress to orchard on my birthdae dae to meet Grace. I din hav any extra clothes to wear. Goodness...I felt like I am doin fashion show. Felt e weird stares which I realli hate. But I cant b bothered as I was not in my rite mind to even tink abt it. Dazed dazed dazed...tired tired tired. Now....still feelin dazed. I cant snap out of it. Jus feels like I drank a glass of red wine down in a gulp.

Met her fren LY. Helped him to shop for presents but I was yawning away. I was tired. Not enoff rest. I din wanna sleep my birthdae away too. Grace sabo me n did sumting reali ridiculous. I still tink it is. I am still feelin dazed...emotionless... Mayb I am jus too tired. No pt cryin over a spilled milk. Tats wat I told myself. Wat done is oredi done.

I placed myself in tat shoes. I noe it is not easy. I imagined myself in tat position. I tink I would b angry.

I am sorry.