Confused
Confused. I am realli feelin veri confused. Was readin forums a moment ago. I came across a topic n was reading it. After readin, I realli wanna to do wat e guy did. I jus wanna tok it out. We used to hav many tok it out sessions in e past. Mostly abt my character. I understand tat many would see it as silly as many would tink tat there is nothin much left to tok abt. I jus wanna noe if our frenship is there. I dun wanna to press on wat had happened n y tis n tat happened. Its all in e past. If there is anythin he would like to noe, I would tell him e truth. Jus do it once n for all. @ e veri least, I would not fred over n over again as to if we r still frens. I onli hope for frenship. Simply bcos...I love his accompany. I would rather b his good fren for a life time than being his gf for once n ended up on a sour note.
IF it din end up as wat I am hopin for, I would b able to stop myself tinkin. Mayb after e session, I would b able to b myself all over again. Quit tat tot...stop e suspense.
I am considering...