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22 December 2007
Changes
I alwaes believe tat nothin in tis world is constant. E onli thing tat remains constant is sumting called "Change". How ironic isnt it. Changes occurs every now and then. Some pple changes w/o themselves knowing it. They onli came to realise e change tat is occuring in them when sumone point it out to them. Others felt e change when it is occuring in them. Currently in my life, I see myself in the later one. I am starting to not understand myself anymore. For e past few daes, I was spending a large amt of time alone. E reason is to find out more abt myself. I was tryin to listen to wat my heart tells me rather than wat my brain wanna tell me. I am disgusted n shocked wif myself. I feel disgusted bcos I hate to listen to wat my heart is tellin me for being such a "small air" person. I feel shocked bcos I did not realise tat there are simply too many things which I hav done due to wat I tink I shld do n not wat I would like to do.

Although I hav not realli come to a firm decision as to wat I wanna achieve in my next 5 yrs. But...a breakthrough! @ e veri least, I noe wat course I would want to enter for uni. I am pretty certain I would wanna take up e job @ Chevrons. (if I am selected) I do see how my experience in Chevron will help me in my resume for future jobs. However... I find myself doin things which I dun normally do. I feel differently as compared with e past. I myself cant reali pin point out e exact differences. Yet, I noe it is different. I find myself losing e 'original' self.

I reali hope to go back in time...
I reali hope u noe...
I reali wish tat I hav more topics to tok to u...
I feel like so distant frm u...

~ { 2:18 AM }
reflections of you and me;