Updates
Oh well...was told to update. So...here I am. Jus had dinner wif cutie (tats wat she claims), jy, cutie's bf and ade. Cutie is FINALLY flyin off on FRI! YEAH!!! No lah...I dun mean it. I am jus kiddin. Sumtimes...realli like to see u jump @ me. (jus like how u like to do tat to me too!) It reali sux. A grp of 5 gals...+ 1 EXTRA guy. One by one flyin off. I noe tat tis does not meant tat we r no longer frens. But...one thing for sure, things will never b e same again. I was tinkin abt it...while I was on my way home alone. I noe every single one of us will b takin a diff route in life. Me will b workin...cutie will b studyin wif crazy and might end up being crazy oso. LOL. Cutie's bf will work hard in his NS. Ade will b waitin for e next intake. JY will b studyin oso. Life is so diff when u r workin. I am afraid I would lose touch in understandin their studyin world. Whereas for them, they would find it difficult to comprehend wat workin world is all abt. Sumhow...it feels as if tonite marks e beginning of a brand new excitin journey ahead of me. We all will b embarkin on a new journey...I will b alone. I noe ur will tell me...we r there. But it is a veri different feelin. No longer e same. It oso marks e dae which tis mutual understandin has come to an end. E tot of it jus got me emotional. JY...when I told u I was feelin emotional jus now, I realli was...wasnt jokin. I guess u tot tat I was jus kiddin.
Wat kind of changes will take when we all meet up once again? I dunno. Mayb...cutie will change her nick to b Crazy No. 2. Or...crazy twin sisters?! HAHA! JY bcome more n more cute?! :P Me...mayb still as naggy n more business 'feel'. (mayb not so much of da bao xiao bao liao) :P Ade...workin too? TAT extra...mayb more chao ta? I realli hope we can still chat like how we r doin rite now. Can we? I dunno. Let time do e talking. I realli treasure e kind of frenship now...unfortunately...there is alwaes an end to all things. Usually...good things seems to end fast. Tats bcos when u r enjoyin urself, u din realise how fast time flies.
I barely noe all of ur for 1+ yr...except Ade. I guess there is this thing ur never noe abt me. I hav never tell ur abt it too. I din hav many frens to begin wif. Or rather...frens tat actually last...they still keep in contact wif u kind. Too many come n go...I was tired of it. 2 b frank...I hav never realli treat anyone as fren. Or rather...I dunno how to go abt it. Dun realli noe how to express myself. Frens? Wats tat? Pple often define it as pple who stand wif u thru thick n thin. I went thru wif them...but they were never there when I needed one. My parents alwaes sae I am naive to believe in other pple. Tats y they never trust my frens. Which results in curfews n inability to go out as often. Not tat they dun trust me...jus tat they find it hard to trust my frens. Since they believe I not good @ judging a person's character. Trust? Ha! Wats tat? Sumhow...I got to noe ur. @ first...I tried to use my heart...to feel...to show wat deep within. Din noe tat was wat it takes to make a frenship work. Lookin @ how ur treat each other, I learn lessons of how to b a fren. I guess I did told JY tat I am thankful tat ur taught me how to b a fren to others. Oh well...I can onli sae tat I will try harder to learn how to b a good fren to others and learn how to express myself. Guess I am too shy n bothered by how pple tinks.
I guess I realli sux when it comes to tokin abt wat I feel deep down. It jus dun get out of my mouth. I would rather write. :( Sorri...though I noe sayin it out is way better. I guess I will stop here...late liao...I dun wanna end up cryin while I blog oso. :P Realli look forward to meet up wif every single one of ur soon!