Goodbye...
Lots of tots went thru my mind. Sumhow...it feels as if I grew up alot more within tat few mins?! Seeing cutie left for aussie...sumhow makes me realli ponder. Is tis realli wat I wanna?! I could see e sadness on her face...would I b able to take e pain tat I hav to leave my love ones? Who r e pple whom I consider as love ones? Quite a few of them. (sorri...I cant help but keep lookin @ u! :P) Cos I noe I wont b seeing u for quite sum time. Oh well...sounds too mushy. Dun worry I am not a les. I was jus wonderin wat will I b feelin if I am u.

I dunno y. Everytime I send sumone off...in my heart, I hav 101 things to tell e person. But...sumhow, when e person is rite in front of me, I am speechless. I jus end up keep lookin @ e person...might even end up staring! :P I dun mean it. I jus dunno wat to sae...dunno y. E 101 things jus vanished into thin air. I kinda enjoy lookin @ e person...sounds crazy though. But sumhow, being able to b sittin bside e person observing him/her seems like a wonderful thing to me. I am oredi feelin contented with tis.

Though I realli hate to sae tis...cos I hate to praise cutie and make her feel great (haha...jus kiddin), I got to sae u r STRONG! I tink if I am e one leavin, I might hav cried my hearts out. @ least u din...(i dunno if u did after we left). Leavin for aussie to study is like a dream to me, sumhow, when I saw e sadness on cutie's face, reality hits me. As wat my love ones had said, I might not b able to handle it. Am I realli tat strong to venture e many many uncertainties upon reachin there?

I dunno y I ended up tearing. My tear glands r jus too mischievous. Like me. Haha... Signing off...

Esp for e both of ur...
Crazy n Cutie... Thanks so much for letting me join ur for FYP. Tats when our frenship all started. Studyin together for PCON...cursing over Patrick, TAT COW lecturer...cheating in test...workin hard for FYP...goin to bugis to get me to change one after e other (cosplay)...e birthdae celebrations...e endless naggin over my dressing which realli gave me nitemares! Its truly amazing we went thru so much within a short span of less than a yr? Lookin back...I realli enjoyed myself every single time I meet up wif ur. Though ur realli love to 'bully' or rather agitate me...I kinda got used to it. I alwaes wish tat tis 'bullying' will end one dae. Now tat ur r gone...I am missing it oredi. Sounds crazy though. Haha... Muz remember to update ur blog often...keep me informed. MUZ keep in touch hor! If not, I will bring a chopper on our next meet up! >.<

Best Regards...
Aunty Gan Cheong Spider