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01 May 2007
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I hav tis feelin tat I wont hav tat special feelin for anyone for a long time. Lookin @ my social circle...nah. I dun tink so. Am I havin tat special feelin for him? I wonder if it counts. Sumhow...e feelin is no longer so intense. Makin me feel so nervous tat I cant bring myself to speak. Or issit better tis way? In tis way, I can b who I am n I will b able to assess him wif a clear mind. Oh well...I dunno if it is a one-sided thing. Issit a one-sided thing? Or issit a mutual feelin? :P I veri much wanna hav sum time alone wif him chatting. Unfortunately...it is alwaes set in such a way tat sumone will come n interrupt our conversation. Either to look for him or me.... GRR! I guess tis is another one of my longest crush to date. Abt 3 yrs oredi? It was crush @ first sight? Haha... Time realli flies...I took tis long to pluck up enoff courage to engage in a proper conversation wif him. Previously, I either end up trippin over words or appearing super gan cheong / too eager to answer e qn asked quickly. Cos I was too nervous. I guess I am realli bad when it comes to such stuff. SHY SHY SHY! To date, I hav 2 guys askin me...y r u so shy?! Errr...I hav no idea. I jus hav e tendency to look away or hide my face. I AM SORRY! I dun mean to appear dao...cos I am SHY!

Expressing my feelings is one hell of a problem to me. I dun realli noe how to express myself to let e other party noe I am interested...not appearin desperate or too eager. I guess I will wait n see how first. I hope to sense positive feelings. Wish me luck!

Recently...I am gettin more n more bold. I dunno y. I got tis"Aiyah...heck lah! I wont noe unless I try" or "Jus do it lah" mentality. Hence, it leads me to doin alot of things @ e spur of e moment. Sumtimes...I do regret. I am regrettin wat I did on last Sat. Yet, @ times, I am surprised by e results. *mesmerising over tat Fri* I yearn more n more. Man...I am greedy. I am hungry over e feelin of knowin more. :P I noe I am pretty screwed. U dun hav to remind me.

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PS: Long time since I write such things in my blog. :P Pls bear wif me. Heehee...

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