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29 May 2007
Loneliness
Tats e feelin I reali dread these daes. Fill my daes wif events...make me smile. Dun leave me alone...cos I am afraid to tink. Mayb it is due to PMS, I feel reali lost. I no longer noe wat I wanna do wif my life.

My parents sae I am onli a grown up upon marriage. *rolls eyes* Pardon me. I dun understand e logic. Ha! Then might as well ask me to dun get married. How to get married when u dun even hav e chance to romance wif ur other half? Tats my reply. As much as I try to b e obedient gal...I am missing out quite a fair bit of things I wanna pursue in life. I am tired. I jus wanna do wat I wanna. As much as u sae tat I am given e freedom to do wat I wanna. But...with restrictions set, then where is e freedom? Is tat freedom too? How do one define freedom? Does anyone understand wat I desire? I guess no one does.

I am reali confused n lost. I find expressin myself is gettin increasingly difficult for me. Jus passin a comment or tokin abt facts r much easier. But abt wat is goin on within me...it is so hard. I feel so unhappy. Nearly cried @ work. I cant take e loneliness anymore. I need sumone to tok to me. E lack of communication is drivin me nuts. I realli wanna throw tat letter soon. I am sorry if I disappoint anyone. I cant take it anymore.

I DREAD OF WORK...I DUN WANNA GO BACK TO WORK. I DUN WANNA FACE THOSE PPLE. CAN ANYONE MAKE ME FEEL BETTER?

~ { 12:10 AM }
reflections of you and me;