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27 May 2007
Come 2 Terms Wif It
Was readin my archives. I realise tat I alwaes complain abt how boring life is. :P Yeah...it is boring still. I guess there is a missin piece in my life...jus like a puzzle. Lack of 1 piece. Hmmm...I keep havin tis desire in me. Tats to get myself workin towards sumting...sumting ambitious. I wanna myself to b real busy...workin makes me feel more useful. Being busy leaves me less time to tink...to tink of those things which I shldnt.

I hav come to terms wif it. I realli tink I no longer feel anythin for Andrew. :) Finally revealed who he is. I tot over it again n again. Over these few yrs, I kept askin myself, if wat I feel for him is like or love. Love...is too strong a word to use. Like...yes, I do like him. E craziest crush I ever had. I am havin another silly one now. Bleahx. Sumhow, I am kinda amused by those silly actions I did back in those daes. Lookin back...I feel tat I am so childish. Those things tat I hav done...r not goin to get me anywhere. Its time to let tat silly tot of mine go. Life has to go on... I shld let it go in order to pursue for better things in life. :) E way I reason it out on myself as to why I no longer like him is weird. Haha... Cos we din realli tok b4...so, u can sae we din realli spend time together. If tats e case, then why r u attract to him? Dun reali noe how to explain how I reason it out. Afterall it is not impt. Since I hav reason it out, I shld move on wif life n live my life e way I wanna it to b. Reach out for e thing I wanna in my life. As to y I can like him for so damn long...I dunno e reason myself. Almost 9 yrs. I am amazed myself.

Yup yup. Stupid me gettin into another crazy crush. How I noe? Cos it has been so darn long ever since I feel tis way. E anxiety in me to see him jus gets better of me. I jus cant concentrate on other stuff other than tinkin abt him. My heart jus cant pump @ e normal pace. It goes faster than it shld b. E urge to see him drives me nuts. I am damn screwed.

I hav nothin great to give u
I am not rich
I am not pretty
E only thing which I tink is of value tat I can give is...
Time.

I wanna to b there for u in everythin u do
Share your happiness n woes
Able to see tat diff side of u
E childish side
E manly side

~ { 2:07 AM }
reflections of you and me;