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I realli like e way things r now. I love my life. I feel veri driven abt my job due to e fact tat my manager gave me a project to handle. I will b embarkin on a brand new journey. I wanna grab tis oppportunity n try to learn as much as I can. Givin off my best. I feel tat I am not givin my best. Feelin disappointed wif myself. :( I will strive harder in e followin week! Jia you! Cant slack anymore! Honeymoon has come to an end.

As for *heart* life, I pretty enjoy e way things r now. I noe I am repeating myself. :P Let things falls into place ba. I am not askin for more. Cant imagine if... I guess I might not b able to hang on so well. Its all bcos... Makin a diff in my life. :) I hope happiness will come knockin on the door lookin for u soon. U might not noe...but it DID serve as a pillar @ tis point in my life.

E feelin is so different tis time. I no longer feel tat so ******* anymore. I feel okie. In fact, I feel so comfortable n glad. Its a feelin of calm-ness. BUT...I jus dun understand y MUZ PPLE INTERRUPT @ e WRONG time?! Pissed! Can never hold a proper one. Alwaes kena interrupted. Not fated? I actualli took e initiative! I cant believe myself. It wasnt as scary as I imagined it to b. I guess tis is due to e fact tat there r positive responses? I was so eager to speak more...but din realli manage to find e chance. @ least...I did wat I hope to do. I feel tat I am who I am todae...not puttin a false front. Laff when I wanna...enjoying e accompany.

Oh well... I understand tat u muz b lookin like tis now....--> ?_? Hehee... *SECRET LAH* I wont elaborate. *happiness* Let things b more stable first... Actualli I oso dunno when can I conclude it as stable. I jus dun feel confident enoff to declare anything. I jus wanna things to either progress for e better or remain. I am sastisfied tis way.