Jobless
It has been a long long time ever since I last blogged. I am currently jobless. Ha! U may ask...wat happened to ur 2 yr contract? Oh well...I gave it up...a 2 yr contract which offers a 1.8k pay per month. U may sae I am SO STUPID to give it up. All I can say is I hav my own reasons. Dun ask me y cos I dun wish to look back. I dun wish to b reminded wat makes me come to tis decision. I had a hard time making tis decision n it was realli painful for me as I realli love tat place. Keepin in contact wif one of my colleagues onli makes me miss e place more n more each day. I will just let those beautiful memories stay wif me while I let those unpleasant ones fade off.

Currently lookin for a part-time / temporary / permanent job. Of cos, I hope tat I can find a permanent job. I would wanna b a buyer again. (tats my job during attachment) If I cant, then I shall look for a part-time or temp job to pull me thru now. Cos no job = no income. While working as a temp / part-time, I will wait for e application results for Uni. If I cant get into e courses I wanna, I will come out to work. But IF I manage to find a permanent job having a position of buyer b4 e release of e results of applying for Uni, I would forgo my studies. Cos being a buyer is my passion now. I dun wanna to forgo my passion for sumting which everyone desires n not myself. I hav been living for 20yrs without knowing wat I wanna b. Now tat I hav found my directions, I dun wanna lose it again.

Lookin back...I finally come to realise y stayin in Singapore to complete my attachment is better. I mean I wasnt given a choice. But sumhow, things in life seems to be predestined. E advantage of havin an attachment in TAT company is tat I learn alot of technical stuff of being a buyer. Most impt of all, I finally found a job which I am passionate in. In another words, I found my goal in life. Also, I am blessed wif a huge bunch of pple who dotes on me so much during my short stay in there. They help me out in times of trouble...in particular, those who carries sum weight in their words. :) Without them, I would hav got myself into more serious troubles. Last of all, I am blessed with e knowledge of SAP (a programme). It is a wonderful programme as more n more companies r using tis programme. With tis n sum knowledge on MRP (materials requirement planning), I am more equipped to work in other companies as a buyer. Not onli tat, I am given 2 shi fus. They taught me things outside work. Dun u tink tat sayin in Singapore to do my attachment is better? :) I realli so much tat I dun tink I can pen them one by one in a day. I tink I got to do recap n more recap to be able to come up wif a complete list of it.

If all tat din happen...
I swear tat e situation wouldnt b like tis
I swear tat things would hav gone e way
As u wish it to b

Sumtimes, I wonder if u noe wat I hav gone thru
Yet @ times, u seems to noe it all
W/o havin me to tell u anythin
Lookin back...
Is there realli a need for u to do all tat?

For e one whom I respect n is fearful @ e same time, my manager.

Oh well...I noe he wont b readin tis afterall.