Loss
I feel so loss. Feels as if I cant connect wif e pple who r close to me. E freq no longer flows. Understanding. This word seems to b gettin harder n harder to achieve. I hate it when pple jump to conclusion w/o givin me a chance to explain. B4 I could explain, I was oredi sentenced to death. GRR! Give me a chance to explain alrite? Jus a few minutes will do.

Tomolo is MONDAY again! Mondae blues...bleahx. Oh well...dun worry pple, things r gettin much much brighter these daes. An incident happened. A good or bad one...is up to u to decide. To me...it consists of both. HAHA. But I am realli enjoyin myself once again. Things r reali lookin good now. Now...I am almost reporting directly to my manager! O_O I guess I might hav gossips flyin ard. Oh well...come to tink of it, which IA student get such great welfare like manager pay for u to attend D&D, manager let u off half a dae for doc appt to compensate for ur OT (when I can actually claim my OT! LOL!) n u go into ur manager's room more often than ur colleagues? Hmmm...even though e last one might not b a good one, I hav not went in to get any scoldin so far. It is more of questionin n kena teased. If u look @ it in another way, u can oso sae u r being noticed. Mayb other IA students in other companies enjoys even better welfare than I do. But...I am contented wif wat I hav! :D

Had lunch wif my manager, my male supervisor n my colleagues. My manager drives n we went out to eat. Great food...so much better than e cafeteria. HAHA! I miss e outside food whenever I eat in e cafeteria. I wish I hav a CAR! Tat would solve e prob! I find it so much easier to discuss any issues wif my manager these daes. After knowin him better, I find tat he is not tat scary @ all! Instead, he is damn funny n fun! :)

I would sae I realli hav a good exposure in this company of mine...in this particular dept. Politics...recognition...praises...reprimandin...teasing? HAHA! It makes me realise wat is impt to know as I go out to work e next time...be it in tis company or in other companies. E skills tat I learn...like how to handle politics...how to handle accusations or scoldin from ur superior, how to communicate wif other pple, how to get along wif ur boss, how to handle vendors...e list goes on. My male supervisor teaches me this n tat every now and then. I wouldnt sae tat he dun reprimand me @ all. He do...but in a gentle way. He would question me this n tat instead of tellin me off. @ e veri last, he will sae "Be careful e next time." Teaches me life skills here n there...even though I alwaes sae tat tokin to him is such a bore. HAHA. I purposely sae tat. :P I realli love my current situation. Yet, I find it so hard to explain to e pple ard me. To let them understand wat I am goin thru. Life is never a bed of roses. There r times whereby I meets a rough patch too.

Off to scrutinise my interim report b4 I sent it to my manager to read. :P See ya!