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25 November 2006
Insecured
I am feelin pretty down. I dunno y. Maybe it is due to e fact tat I feel veri insecured. I need lots of reassurance. It seems lke things r changin. I dunno issit for the better or for e worst. I need to reassess the whole situation. Tink thru it and do sumting abt it. Haven been tinkin much lately...which explains e y my brain has been deteriorating. Or am I tinkin too much?!

Sumtimes, I realli wanna treat him as a fren. Yet, @ times, he leaves me feelin realli pressurized and angry. I find it so hard to keep e relationship of co-worker and fren clear. Sumtimes, he is realli damn nice. Nice until I feel realli bad. Yet, @ times, his temper irks me off. I am jus askin sumting...his tone is one thing I find it irritating. I noe he is busy. I oso hate to disturb him. If possible, I try not to.

I tot thru as to whether I shld go or stay. Oh well, like it has always been on my mind, it veri much depends on my results. So...e best option is to extend my stay if possible till my results r released. Then...comes e most idiotic part, if my results were horrible, I dunno wat job to take up. *pray*

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