Did I Make a Wrong Choice?
I dunno. I feel puzzled. I hope things dun turn out the way I am afraid it would. I alwaes wanna him to join BB cos I strongly believe tat Mr Wee could groom those guys to bcome MAN. Jus like how he groom A***** to bcome a better person. I realli tink tat he play a major role in bringin e change in A*****. Unfortunately, Mr Wee left b4 he met my bro. I still hope tat wateva is taught in BB...e values...e discipline...e strong bonds build among e guys can influence him to b someone wif a strong character. I alwaes believe BB can make young little boys to bcome a MAN wif good values. Cos I hav seen changes in those guys I knew.

Now tat he has bcome a COS, I can onli sae tat I am veri proud of him. However, wat is makin me more worried is abt his character. I understand how he feels...I go thru e same shit as him b4. I understand y he feels tat way. Hence, I dun wanna get myself too involved in discipling him. Cos I noe it wont work. Nothing goes in. It will onli strike when u lose everythin. Every single thing. Esp. the thing which u tinks makes ur world goes round. E thing u hold so dearly to.

Its scary how news spread like a wild fire in the office. I was told to organise sumting. E next moment, I found out tat sumone from another building noes abt it. Tats onli within a few hours time. Eeks. I dun like tat. I dun like things to spread like this...when I dun intend to let e others noe. Eeeeks. I hate it tat I feel so scared to sae e wrong thing. Cos as u can see, e speed of spreadin news is like freakin fast. Jus a sms...an email...anything can b done. SUX!

Okie...time to try to write my report. Sumone is helpin me wif it. *shhh...* HAHAH!