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02 September 2006
Time 2 Let Go
Its time to let go. He has been leadin a pretty happy life in aussie. He looks jus so different. Put on abit of weight...changed his hairstyle. I nearly couldnt recognise him. If I were to bump into him on e streets, I might not recognise him. :)Its jus so rare to see him smile. Needless to sae in photos. I hav never seen him smile so happily in photos. A mixture of different feelings. I felt nothin when I saw e photo. But I was so anxious lookin for him in e photo. Does it mean anythin? 3yrs has passed...I reali hope to move on n stop my heart from beatin whenever I see him in photos. It jus sounds so crazy. Yr after yr, I do remember his birthdae. As each yr passes by, I feel better...e urge to do sumting n send it to him is no longer there. E tot of sendin an e-card n restrictin myself frm doin it isnt tat bad anymore. I am glad I hav progress till tis stage. When will it b e dae tat I can declare frm e bottom of my heart...tat he is no longer in there anymore?

I cant 4get wat he told me. It jus goes on n on n on in my head... Abt 2 yrs ago, I did sum stuff which I am glad tat I did. If u were to ask me...hav u met e guy u love most? Yeah...I did. No one else makes me feel tis way.

I am still abit sad when I got to noe tat e pple r flyin in these 2 daes for e overseas attachment. Oh well...it will heal wif time. It will get better. I noe there is much more stuff to offer back in here. :D Wat a way to console myself. Sounds like Kim Sam Soon. Alawaes tokin to herself...tryin hard to console herself.

Back to e show...KIM SAM SOON! See u. :)

~ { 11:16 PM }
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