Stressful
Feelin realli stressed out. It is not abt e work load. I am definately handling it well. BUT...it is abt communication. U cant anyhow sae things. U got to tink n tink n tink b4 u sae it. It makes tokin REAL tiring. I jus offended sumone todae. I hope she dun take it to heart. OR...she dun get angry wif me for long. There is so much tings to improve on. Yet, I feel tat I haven been realli workin hard on those areas. I hope I can improve myself. Value-add!!!

Aniwae...been feelin reali horrible todae. Not onli due to e colleague incident, I dreamt abt sum stuff tat I wish I will never dream of. Sigh. I jus wanna bury inside me. Deep deep way down inside. I cant reveal it. But it is poppin out...it is gettin out of hand. I hope I can do it. Fallin for e wrong one...as alwaes...