Great Dae
Spent e whole afternoon wif YW. HAHA! My best pal alwaes. Laff our heads off...over everythin tats discussed. Found out tat I made many many mistakes in e past. Listenin to her as she tells me abt her sis...I see myself in her sis. I wish I hav changed for e better. Flaws...countless of them in me. I never seems to b able to perfect them. Mistakes...one after e other...over n over again...e same old mistakes. When will I learn? I wonder. Am I meant to be in e tis way? Y cant I jus change myself? Am I not determined enoff or wat? Issit in my blood? (cos DNA DO plays a part in ur character) I have never endin no. of qns in my head. I wish for sumone in my life who can create e diff in me. Sigh. I am jus so sick n tired of myself. I hate e flaws in me. Not as if I din noe tat I hav tat flaw...but e fact is I keep repetitively commit e same old mistake. I shld improve on it. E onli thing tat I did so far...is to cut down on e no. of times I commit e mistake. Once I get so happy or relaxed...I forget all abt controllin myself. So much abt tryin to change...I forget all abt my flaws. I feel so bad committin e mistake over n over again. I feel so bad for disappointin my fren.

I wish there is sumone outta who is able to give e reassurance tat everythin will b alrite. I will change for e better. Will b there to give me e encouragement tat I need whenever I am down. I dun need encouragement all e time exactly...I jus need e reassurance. Reassure me tat it will b alrite. Remind me to relax when necessary. Guide me to b a better person. Hear me out...share my joy.

I cant believe I am stuck there
I cant believe I still cling onto it
I cant believe I still dream abt u
I cant believe I still feel e ache
In my heart when I was dreamin abt u

Sorry tat I cant fulfill e promise
Sorry tat I still tink abt u
Sorry tat I still miss u
Sorry tat I still wanna see u
To noe tat u r fine...happy...
Havin sumone to share ur burden