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02 August 2006
Relationship
Wanna blog tis tot of mine...wont b too long. Cos 'MUM' will ask me to do PED. Boooo... Was doin the legend of e P&ID. Yeah...I love to draw usin AutoCAD. :P Sense of sastisfaction when I finish it. Neat...nice...perfect in my eyes. :D

Relationship...I used to wonder wat do we use to build it up. Trust? Tats wat I was told. Sumhow...I am gettin veri distorted imagine of this topic. Wat is e REAL ingredient tat makes a relationship on-going? I am not tokin abt BGR. But relationships in general...with frens...with family... I am so tired of all these relationship thingy tat is goin on in my life. On one side, I am a happy gal who cant seems to stop laffing n smiling. Yeah...tats me in skool ONLI. On e other side, I am jus a plain gal who wanna help e pple whom meant hell lots to me. I lost contact wif many pple due to the horrible schedule I hav to keep to everydae. I tried multi-taskin...keepin in contact wif other pple thru msn n doin work altogether. BUT...it failed. I am gettin response like "I brb" but I noe e person will NEVER tok to me again. When I bother to show concern, I got shun off by comments like "Nothin lah". Can u dun entertain me for e sake of it? Tis is realli disheartening. I dun eat n bite. I jus wanna noe more abt ur life n hope it has been smooth sailing. Or...lendin tat ear for u to rant. I noe how good it feels after ranting. I do tat often enoff to noe e feeling. I feel so detached frm e outside world. When was e last time I hit town to shop? Not too long ago...but I din realli shop...I left after I got wat I wanna.

How it feels to me is...I am no longer of 'use' to tat person anymore. Hence, no more keepin in contact...no more askin of 'how r u?'. Everythin jus stops there. Full stop. How nice. R pple realli tat realistic when it comes to relationships? U build a close relationship cos u need it...u need wat e person has to offer. If u look @ it @ a different angle, indeed, it seems like it. Y do u ask ur fren out for a shoppin trip? Issit bcos u realli miss ur fren...shoppin was jus an excuse? OR cos u wanna sumone to accompany u or give comments on the items u r shoppin for? How often do u do e first one? How often do u do e second one? Ha... E later one has e 'use' meaning in it, isnt it? U wanna use e presence of e person as an accompany. U wanna use e opinions e person has to offer to help u judge.

Time to zzz...YAWNZ!

~ { 4:05 AM }
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