Slacker
I feel damn slack. :P I need to buck up liao. I have like 5 more weeks b4 my veri last (probably) exam comes along. I dun feel confident abt entering e local Uni. :( I hope I can do well. I dunno y. I never hav tis tot b4. I never tot of leavin tis place so badly. In e past, when I heard abt pple goin overseas to study, I will jus envy. But there isnt tis 'dyin to leave' feelin in me. Now, it is so bad tat I am tinkin of ways to get e $$ I need to leave. Mayb it is due to e fact tat I am unble to achieve my dream. I dunno y I hav tis strong urge of fulfillin my dream so badly. It is killin me. I dun wanna regret 10 yrs down e road...wishin tat I hav choosen a diff route. Sigh. It is killin me softly. Can anyone help me fulfill it? How much I wish I will strike e TOTO first prize now! HAHA! I muz b dreamin...cos I din even buy! How to win?! I cant get into e serious thinkin mood to write. Sigh. HELP! I WANNA GET OUTTA HERE!