Panicky
Panick panick...PANICK ATTACK! I am feelin panicky over my studies. Buay steady sia. One of e modules is shaky...another one is goner! Super shaky! I dun even understand a single bit. I need tuition for tat. Haiz. Gonna hire my klassmate to help me. :P Treat her a meal or sumting? I dunno. I jus wanna get over wif these exams. Yet, I yearn tat these torturous weeks wont end so soon. I truly enjoy wat I am doin now. (though I dun understand my academic stuff :P) Sigh. Haha...I am such a contradictin person. :P

Lookin @ my organiser, I jus wanna faint n die. Work load is makin me breathless. I sleep like mad during lectures. OMG. I promise myself not to sleep in lect n tutorials. I jus cant help it. Been realli bad in term of sleep. Lack of it. I dun even noe y I keep feelin sleepy. Stress? Physically drained? Wat else?

I dun understand y I am so affected by it
I realli dun understand
I tot I come to terms wif it
I dun understand y e tot of...
Makes me sad
It wont b mine...never...I guess
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Y do I stil yearn to see ...
Knowin nothin will come out of it
I hav been controllin myself
Restrainin myself
I am losin e grip of it
Losing control...

Shld I make it e last time?
Will it ever b e last time?
Will I b able to restrain myself?

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