Mayb No One Understands After All These Yrs
Ha! Sae wanna go do work one. But got e urge to blog. I lost my ez-link todae. Sigh. I noe I super careless. I din wanna it to happen oso. I dunno y. When sumting happens...I wanna tell sumone so badly. Sum call it stress management. I dunno wat it shld b called. BUT...whenever I tell sumone...(usually I pick e person carefully) e response I got dun seems like e one I wish. I pick e person carefully cos I tot tat e person I picked will b able to understand how I feel. Cos e person noes 'tat' side of me? I believe we hav many diff 'sides'. U display a diff side of u doesnt meant tat it is not u. When I told sumone jus now I lost my stuff. I din wanna to hear things like "U alwaes like tat one lah". It makes me feel damn sick abt myself. I am oredi upset myself. I jus wanna a listening ear. Tats all. Issit tat hard to look for one? It makes me wonder if there is anyone outta who realli understands me? I guess I shld keep it to myself e next time. Y bother to tell sumone who makes u even more upset? It is irritating.