In Pain
Even though I kinda accepted e fact oredi. BUT still...I feel sad. It still hurts. Esp. when I am reminded of it n those images which I came up wif as I imagine myself over there. It hurts like mad to noe tat all these can never come true. I am grateful I hav my klassmates ard me in skool. It cuts down e amt of time I hav to b alone. I get to laff over silly jokes. It makes me tink lesser. I am realli thankful for tat. :D But when pple tok abt e incident, I cant deny e fact tat I feel sad abt it. It jus pricks into me.
Mayb I am too good @ coverin up my true emotions for my own good
Mayb tat is e veri reason y pple ard me might not know certain things
Mayb I shld jus let those emotions be known
Mayb I shld jus let restrain myself so much
Mayb I shld jus let my hair down instead of stressin myself out
Mayb I shld jus let my heart rule over my mind
Mayb in tis way, I will not hav so much regrets in my life