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04 July 2006

Heart-broken

I din noe it would hurt tat bad. I jus cant stop cryin. It is no longer abt my parents. But I lost my opportunity to fulfill my dream. A dream tat I dream for sum yrs. Now I finally noe y pple who kick out in competitions cries so much. I feel e same now. I got kicked out. I was forced. Daes b4...I was strugglin in decision makin. I was in cloud 9. Todae...I am in hell. It feels horrible. I haven cried so badly for sum time. A dream which helps me to hang on despite e tempting tot to call all quit. I had tat tot many times over n over again. A dream which helps me to push on when e situation is disastrous. Now...it is gone wif e wind. I can never find such an opportunity anymore. It hurts too much. Often enoff, I would ask myself if I hav done anythin wrong to deserve wat I get. Tis time...I realli dunno. Wat wrong did I commit to deserve such an endin? I dun wish to sacrifice tis. I dunno if I get over it. I noe I will hate tis to e core. Will I b able to pull thru n get together again? I dunno. I dun even dare to dream anymore. I dare not pray dae n nite for sumting anymore. E feelin of not gettin it realli kills me. I am bleedin inside...

PS: Thanks to e 5 of ur who replied to sms abt e small survey I held.

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