Stressed OUT
Yr 3 is definately not a smooth sailing journey. Wif lots of work n lots more to understand frm those alien modules, it makes life seems so DULL! Wake up...go skool...come home...do work...sleep. Tats e basic routine. I am so sick of it. Wats more...it is onli week 3 or 4 now! MY GOD! Not onli tat, FYP is totally drivin me crazy. I am so amazed by how pple ard me look so relaxed. NO STRESS! Can play n play summore without a single bit of guilty-ness. Teach me how b4 I head for hougang to stay there. (mental hospital) I am mentally n physically drained. Nothin left in me to keep me movin. I feel like givin up tis whole damn thing. It is too much a struggle for me. Not being able to eat n sleep well...HELP! I realli cant wait for e entire thing to b over n done wif. THEN...off I go to ATTACHMENT! YIPPEE! :D
After much evaluation of e current situation, I finally come to a final decision last nite. It wasnt easy comin to tis decision. But I am glad I made it. :D All e best to me... I noe it is not goin to b a easy journey...one which I will b crushed into pieces...cryin thru e nites hopin sumone will b there to help. But I believe I will make it thru...n stand up once again. *E thing tat doesnt kills u makes u stronger onli*
PS: I believe tat e brain is a powerful tool. When u set ur mind on it...u can do it. It can makes u do things u never tot u can do. E brain is goin to b my drivin force for tis sem. :) Not to forget, I hav my family members who is supportin me behind me quietly. They makes my dae seem brighter after a long n hard dae @ skool. :D Thanks once again.