It is no longer e same...
E feelin is no longer e same. I find myself unable to open up n crap like how I use to b. E feelin of jus crappin n baring ur heart to e other party is no longer there. That is wat realli saddens me. I seriously dunno how to go abt salvagin tis frenship. We r still frens but it no longer feels e same. I miss how we used to b. I dunno if it is onli me who is feelin tis way. I wanna stretch my hand n show concern as a fren. However, I am afraid tat he will misunderstand it. I dun wanna things to get worst. At e tot of tat, it kinda stop me from showin any concern. I seriously miss e listening ear I used to hav. In e past, I will jus go n tok to him n start my complainin session. As for now, I dun dare to call him up n complain abt my problems anymore. I feel bad tat he is listenin to me. It feels one sided. I guess there is nothin I can do to salvage it but try to keep in contact. If we dun keep in contact, I believe our frenship will end one dae. We will end up like strangers. Ever since e change took place, I dun realli complain or tok abt wat is troublin me anymore. Not even e closest person to me. I start to take a different approach to pple ard me. I started to listen to wat they hav to sae. When it is my turn to express my views, I am at loss of words.

E feelin of havin sumone to listen to ur problems realli brightens up one's dae. It is not as if I dun hav pple to listen to me but I dun feel comfortable enoff to open up myself. I guess wat helped me to pull thru those daes of misery in skool is havin a listenin ear. I am not good @ expressin myself. I jus hope tat he is able to understand tat I jus wanna keep tis frenship goin n I am not e same anymore. :)