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15 February 2006
Disturbed
An incident made me feel so disturbed for 2 daes. For 2 daes...I cant sleep well. As I slowly get over e incident, someone who matters to me actually asked me to help her. She cried in front of me. Makin me feelin damn stressed. As much as I wish to help, time is alwaes a factor. AH~! I wish I can b Sun Wu Kong. I wish I hav wings...so tat I can travel faster. E matter...seriously speakin, I cant help much. I can onli promise tat I will b there for her no matter wat. Encouragement is e max I can do. I cant do consoling for nuts. Alot depends on e person herself. Tis is drivin me nuts. It makes me feel so disturbed tat every nap I take...I dream abt my problems...pple's problems. It seems like it wont end. Every nite...I hav veri disturbed sleep. Makin me feel so drained in e morning...like I din slept last nite. Zombie. I jus wanna a good sleep. It was believed tat dreamin occurs bcos u r tinkin when u r sleepin. I wish I can stop tinkin for sum time. It is too tiring. :(

I find myself feelin disturbed over sum stupid stuff. Not all though. But a majority of them r kinda stupid. Shldnt tink too much into it tat kind. Haiz. I noe I am not superwoman. Cant solve all e problems. Do one @ a time...y do they come all @ one shot? I seriously cant wait for tis sem to end. @ least...I will hav one less problem to worry abt...EXAMS! Then...I can slowly go sort out my problems n see if there is anythin tat can b done. Alot depends on my part...its all abt myself. Sigh.

I dun feel like I am myself these daes. Work...seems like goin down. I keep gettin problems here n there. I will buck up tis comin week. I need to wake up sia...n start feelin tat panicky feelin. Or e veri least...to start being serious abt work. Other than tat...I am thankful tat family wise is still fine. :) If not...I cant imagine wat will bcome of me.

I find myself complainin e entire post again. :P No constructive ideas. HAHA! Cos dun hav time to tink of constructive stuff sia...jus wanna get over n done wif so many stuff. I jus wanna head down to town once again...w/o havin to worry abt anythin @ e back of my mind. I hope I can find back e 'constructive' n 'motivated' me soon. :D I feel laid back...veri nua. :P *thick-skinned ah!* I still got e cheek to sae it. LOL! See ya! Time to do projects AGAIN! *screw it*

~ { 11:12 PM }
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