*screams in excitement!*
AH~! I am SUPER HAPPY now! U noe wat?! I was jus prayin for a job! I was tinkin of it so hard for e past few daes. I cant help but feel damn broke. @ first, I was tinkin if wat I wanna is jus a WANT or issit realli a NEED? Cos I feel tat if it is jus a WANT...then y shld I bother myself tinkin n wishin so hard for it? It wont matter rite? Cos it is not sumting I NEED. As I consider further...I realised it was a NEED! Cos if I still dun get any income for my bank account...it is goin to hit zero soon! Guess wat?! My student's dad called me up. He wanna me back! YEAH!!! I tink it is e best piece of news I can get for tis brand new year. Though pay isnt as high as b4...cos e time needed to invest in it is much lesser. BUT...considerin how broke I am now...it is a good start after all...isnt it? WoOHoO~! E best ting of all is I am goin to teach my FAV. subject! MATHS! No longer do I need to teach English. It was such a relieve. Haha... Cos languages is jus not my cup of tea.

A grp of frens celebrated my Birthdae todae! (in advance) Whee! Thanks ALOT! I was told to make 2 wishes...but apparently, e greedy ME got so many wishes. One of them was a JOB! Haha... I dun realli mind goin out anymore. I used to like to stay @ home...cos too broke! Go out = spend $$ = Bank acc. values goin in e down direction. HAHA! I was oso told to give a thanksgivin speech. Err...me din prepare a speech b4 hand. So...it turned out to b pretty horrible. I was in a state of lost of words. Heehee...hope ur dun mind. Comments wise...oso veri jia lat. My all-time phrase..."Okie loh..." Haha... Haiz...I am jus not so vocal @ times. Got to learn how to speak more. I wonder in amazement how pple can jus hav conversation in a never endin manner. Y I jus stone there n lost of words? Yet...y issit for sum pple I can tok non stop but not all?! Issit bcos of how comfortable I feel wif e person?! I guess it might b partly e case. Of cos...another prob is wif pple who I barely noe...I tend to hav no common topic to tok abt. :( Tis is bad. Almost 19 liao...still dunno how to tok properly. -_-"

Jus dropped by Jas's blog. Wo you tong gan. Haha... I oso used to like to go out for countdown when I was young. I would argue over it. BUT...tis yr, I was @ home. O_O I actualli dun realli mind abt goin out for countdown anymore. Instead...I enjoy stayin @ home n spend sum time off wif my parents. Hehee... 2005 has come to an end. 2006 is a brand new year! If u ask me how I feel abt 2005? I would sae it is a life changin year of my life. Sumhow...I grow up in e aspect of perception. I hav a totally different set of perception abt life n things ard me. I learn abt how silly I hav been to tink tat there is nothin I can do in my life. Now...e list seems never ending. I tink I will b realli busy tryin to change e bad aspects of me. Be it e character...or jus anythin! 2005 started out to b realli bad. I was in pits after pits. But e endin was realli GREAT! Fantastic! I realli enjoy myself. SASTISFIED! Learnin to b sastisfied wif wat u hav is oso an art. Dun u tink so?! I mean how many pple in world can sae they r realli sastisfied wif wat they hav now? HAHA... Jus sumting for ya to ponder. R u chasin after wat u NEED or r u chasin after wat u WANT? If u r chasin after wat u WANT, hav u ever feel exhausted? If u r...y bother?! Dun u tink u deserve a break sum times?

I strongly believe 2006 is goin to b a GREAT yr for me! Cos e start of e yr is GREAT! I believe it will b as time goes on. :D Cheers! *raise cup* I am so lookin forward to wat 2006 will brings. Be it good or bad...I learnt tat it is for me to learn a valuable lesson. To make me a better person...can never b perfect though. Heehee... Lets rock n roll for a while...haha... Opps! I 4got I still got Common Test leh! :P

Frens ard me were tokin abt BGR. Haha... They shared abt their stories. Sumhow...I feel glad tat G was rite. Eye-candies r much much better than crushes. LOL! They taste sweeter too! (cos they r candies!) Haha...I noe it is LAME! *shivers* Sumhow...within these few daes...it jus hit a raw nerve in me. I remember a fren of mine asked me tis qn not too long ---> "Wah...u not sian meh?" He was askin me in terms of my crushes lah. Yeah...I am gettin sick of it. Eye-candy is a million times better. No fret over e fact he might noes! HAHA! A qn posted to me..."U never wish for a BF?" YW, G n I all feel tat we all wanna a BF...but e stories goin on ard us, jus makes us lose e confidence of lookin for e rite guy. Moreover...e responsibility of lookin after another person's life is tiring! As for me...I oredi cant handle my life well enoff liao...how am I goin to handle another person's life? I cant heck care abt his life...alwaes being on e receivin end rite? Its abt givin n takin in life. Though I wish for one...BUT jus not now...I am jus not ready @ all. So...wish for wat? Makes no sense. LOL!

Hmmm... I tok to a fren of mine e other nite. Was tokin abt I need to pick up sumting to build confidence in me. Went Yamaha @ PS jus now. I was lookin @ e guitars...omg! So EX! Hmmm...I am pretty determined to learn guitar. But...of cos...I got to save up FIRST! For my guitar...wanna get an acoustic guitar. Din noe guitars got so many different types. I am jus a mountain turtle in tis. :) Hey fren! Jus wanna sae...special thanks to ya! U noe who u r! Thanks for playin a role in my life. Thanks for ur guidance...lead me to see certain things in life r not as BAD as I tot them to b. Jus hope tat our frenship will b strong n on goin for many more years to come. Heehee...I dun like to sae it out...:P Cos I feel weird all over...haha...u noe it...its jus me.

Okie lah...I tink I nag long enoff. See ya! ;)