Sad?
I wonder y. Y tis sense of sadness jus fills me during tis festive season when everythin shld b happy? I feel sad over small nitty gritty stuff. One is pple ard me seems sad. I feel affected. Kinda siao? New year seems to b hav no more meanin to me. When I was young, it was festival when I feel veri much hyper abt. Over time...I come to realise tat I am one of e fortunate ones outta. There r pple ard me who dread over tis festival. Cos it jus brings them to face e reality of their family...e reunion dinner. Sum look forward to it...cos it is e onli time they can hav everyone in e family together to hav a decent meal. Sum dread over it cos it reminds them of e fact tat they lost one of their family members over e yrs. To me...everydae oso can hav reunion dinner. As long as everyone who r supposed to b there is @ e table side. :)
Sumone told me one of my relative might not b comin over to my house tomolo. Cos she not in e mood. It kinda sadden me more. I dunno if I shld b happy over tis festival or rather feel sad over e lost of one of my relative who had passed away. Haiz...
Alrite...I tink I will stop here. Tryin to get into e happy season feelin. Haha... :) See ya!