Mouth...Focus...
Whee~! I am BACK. Whahaha...jus finished my Common Test. WooHOO~~! Will revamp tis thingy tonite. Jus here for a short update abt wat is on my mind these few daes. E 1st paper was...ehh...HORRIBLE! Well...it was horrible cos I wasnt feelin well tat dae. I was havin a fever. Still went for e paper...BUT I made a grave mistake. Tats to take e med b4 I took e paper. My head was spinnin when I was in e LT sia. Felt realli frustrated. All I can sae is e feelin is like I wasnt doin e paper myself. I was being controlled by someone else. I wasnt realli tinkin...bless me for tat paper. 2nd paper...errr...I would sae abit bad. Cos most of e qns I dun realli noe wat is e rite ans. But...heck lah...not an impt module to me. :P I kinda crap it thru. Lets see how good is my crappin skills lah. HAHA! Last paper...pissed! Cos I am like so STUPID lah...made a damn STUPID careless mistake. I tink I jus lost 10 marks. Goodness! Tats an ex price to pay! AS USUAL...I am ALWAYS careless!

Mouth

Huo chong kou chu. --> direct translation is troubles / disaster comes frm e mouth. Oh well...many a times, we dun realli tink much abt wat we sae. Or rather...if we realli do tat...conversations will seems so stressing n uninterestin. Wat I wanna sae is...say it n mean wat u sae. Hav u ever been in tis situation?! I bet many of us hav been tis b4 --> a fren of urs came to u n was realli upset over a certain matter. He/she started sayin things like they wanna give up on everythin ard them...blah blah blah...if it is a SHE...might even end up cryin! So in order to console her...u sae nice stuff. One veri temptin phrase which I would believe many of us like to sae is..."I'll b there for u!" Hmmm...I dunno how u feel when u on e receivin side hear tis. As for me...a sense of relief n happiness slowly seeps into me. BUT one thing to take note...when u sae it, even though u might or might not 100% mean wat u sae @ tat moment, we cant realli b there for tat person in times of need. Y do I sae so? When u r feelin like shit...is there anyone for ya? E person who claims will b there...is he/she there? IF ur ans is YESH for both qns, then treasure whoever tat person is. There r times where pple ard us chooses different paths n went on wif their life. They bcome too preoccupied wif wateva tat is goin ard them...n 4got abt e promise they made to us. Tat is...to b there for u. Tis is e reason y I never realli like to sae it to anyone outta. Cos I cant 100% guarantee tat I will b there. If I cant do it...then y make a promise? It onli brings disappointment to e other party in time to come. I will onli sae it bcos I noe I will b there...so far...onli 2 pple receive tat. :P HAHA! Tats oso e reason y I dun like pple to tell me "I'll b there for u". I noe it is a damn sweet phrase. But it holds no meaning to me if u cant keep tis promise. Cos I will b stupid enoff to believe wat u hav promised.

Focus

Everyone likes to make new year resolutions when a brand new year starts. To me...it no longer means anythin. I used to like to make resolutions in my life. Okie...by tis and tis time...I muz b able to do tis n tat. But...it loses it value whenever I look back @ e end of e yr to those resolutions I hav made. I alwaes manage to succeed NONE! Yeah...its tat bad. So y bother makin resolutions? Haha...so I din make any for tis yr. Many of us will regret @ e end of e yr. Aiyah...damn...I din manage to succeed tis n tat last yr. I dunno how many pple r like me. I will regret but over time...I will 4get wat I regret. History will repeat itself again. Y can we succeed wat we plan to succeed? Most of e time...it is bcos we dun focus on wat we want to succeed. We get too obsessed wif wat interests us @ tat moment. I manage to pick tis up when I was makin a decision a few daes back. I was suppose to make a choice for e optional module tat I wanna take for next sem. As I was tinkin...I was like..."ARGH! I saw her name on e list lah...sian 1/2." I din noe if I shld change my mind abt e module I wanna so badly. Over time...I tot to myself. Y shld I bother abt her? She is nothin to me. I shldnt let her get into my way of I wanna achieve in my life. She isnt goin to b a hindrance to me. Heck lah...I went on wif wat I wanna. Many a times...we 4get abt wat is e thing tat we realli wanna @ e veri end. We tot of e obstacles...wah sian...dun wanna lah. We decided to change e route. Y shld u b e one changin ur route? Esp. when e person means NOTHIN to u. If e person means alot to ya...then mayb u might wanna consider other alternatives. HAHA! I was jus not focus enoff wif wat I wanna but too focus wif wat is goin to b difficult. If I realli tat suay enoff to hav her again in my klass...then I can onli sae it is jus another round of test for me. A test which I am sure I can conquer jus like any other tests. A test which is goin to make me stronger. :) Aniwae...nothin in life is easy isnt it? If u tink sumting is easy...tink again. It is not...it is jus tat u din manage to see e difficulty in it.

Haha...tats all for now. I gtg...to teach my student! See ya!