Messy
I feel veri messed up rite now. For e past 1 week...I hav been droppin in my standard. No longer punctual...cant seems to wake up on time. Doppin in terms of work. Haven been performin well. Cos I kinda of 4get alot of stuff. 4get to bring tis n tat. Argh! Wat is wrong?! I tink I need to evaluate myself once again. Is my expectationns of myself too high? If it is so, then y I manage to attain it b4 tat n not being able to do so anymore? Or issit it is jus tat e 'slacken me' is back? Damn stress wif my lab n projects. I am jus not performin. I dun understand wat they r tokin abt. I feel like I am jus not myself. Cant tink properly. Wat is e root of e prob?

I am comtemplatin whether I shld go home now. Feelin realli lethargic, strengthless n giddy. I jus hate e strengthless feelin. It frustrates me. PMS? It might b. Tons of stuff to do...e list seems so long. Tight schedule oso. No lunch for me tomolo. Sigh. No time to take lunch. *sniff* Realli temptin to take MC tomolo...but my grp mates will kill me for nuts. 2 grps summore! IS is stressin me out due to e fact tat I seems like e leader. Pple ask me qns like tis..."Ling Ling, my part of e proposal u wanna how many pages huh?" Me,"HUH?! Type as much as u can loh." It is liks so DUH! I got to take care of everythin...tinkin to e smallest detail to make sure everythin is goin on fine. It seems like I got to overlook everythin. Alamak! I mean ur oso can help rite? Instead of askin me tis n tat...makin sum decisions on my behalf lah. Afterall...I was not e appointed leader oso. Stress ah! Coordinatin oso sux! Got to make so many phone calls to coordinate stuff. Esp. when they r all frm 1 lect hall. Y cant they coordinate liao then tell me? I am fine wif it. -.- Initiative is needed in such cases lah. Haiz...

Okie okie...I noe I am gettin veri grumpy...tats how I relieve my stress. HAHA! :P Time to go for tutorial! See ya.