Super stressed!
I am suppose to go n study one. After e short 30mins nap I jus had. Haha...pig! I was feelin so shag after e gym session todae. Headed to gym wif G. Aching thighs...:P Yeah...here I am again. Damn stressed! I jus received tis new not too long ago. I got to work wif 2 smarties in my klass for a project! PBL (problem based learning) ah! Wah liew! 2 smarties tokin away...started to argue over sum facts...but u r totally cluless abt wat is goin on...cos u can process e ideas as quickly as them! --> Can u imagine tis?! Tis is veri likely to happen! Cos I hav seen pple workin wif 2 smarties...then when they were asked wat e 2 person arguing abt...e person jus shrug her shoulders...showin tat she is absolutely clueless to wat is goin on! I am goin to b e next person who does tat. Afterall...e 2 smarties hav pentium 4 CPU (brain) while I hav pentium CPU nia. I oso cant imagine havin to meet up 2 times a week wif one of 2 smarties. Sigh.
I jus manage to get into e motion of tinkin faster last week. I am super duper pleased wif my achievement last Sat. I was almost dancing ard when I stepped out of KAP. (Haha...e thing is...I cant dance for nuts! Cos my hands n legs cant coordinate!) I am realli proud of my achievement lah. Haha... *applause* I noe abit late loh...week 5 then I can get into e motion. Haiz...slow CPU afterall. I got to admit. E encouragin thing is I am makin process in my work lah. I managed to show my worth or rather value to e grp. I noe it is impt to show tat u can value add to ur grp. If u cant...u will b seen as dependin e others to do all e work. Of cos...no one will like tat loh. Now...I need tons of blessings sia! I need to pray hard tat I can tink @ e speed of e lightning...can keep up to wat they r tokin abt. Work doublely hard to make up for my slow-ness. Make sure I do enoff work b4 e meet up. Hmm...tat will b wat I will b doin to b on par wif e 2 smarties.
My fren jus asked me..." U still miss him?" Yah hor...good qn! I din actually. I din 4get afterall. Cos a gal can 4give but cant 4get. Hmm...how true! So wat does tat mean? I got over sumting tat is within me for yrs?! *countin my fingers* Or does it meant tat it is jus hidden @ one corner?! A corner which I din realli bother...but will come back to me @ times? *shrugs* I hate to tink abt tis...grr!
I jus made a mistake todae. Feelin pissed wif myself. Felt veri bad towards my fren oso. Haiz...I am still tryin strugglin wif tat aspect of me. I muz constantly remind myself ah...short term memory me. Other than tat...I need to change e way I walk! My mum jus commented tat dae..."U hunch ur back when u walk." O_O Oh my goodness! I dun wanna b lao tai tai ah! Muz stand straight!
Came upon an interestin book todae in e lib. It is abt personality. It saes...if u wanna a personality trait...u got to b hardworkin! Cos it is not easy lah...yeah...I agree! But there r personality traits tat u cant change! O_O Hmm...I find it surprising. Although I din realli go read wat e ones tat u cant change...lookin @ e page filled wif words. *shake head* Personality traits can b passed down frm ur parents! Another interesting fact! I tot it is all abt how pple coach u in life...n happenings in ur life tat determines it.
Okie lah...look @ e time! No need to study liao. :P Realli need to get my butts off e comfy zone n work hard ah! Got to study during break tomolo. Die die oso muz! No time liao. See ya!
PS: Did I tell u tat I am sastisfied wif e way life is now? I will treasure every single moment of my life now b4 a BIG prob appears! (Afterall...life is never alwaes smooth sailing!) --> Haha! Tats wat I realli wanna announce to e world. Wanna share my happiness wif ur. Feelin happy n blessed. :D
