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22 December 2005
Mayb I Shld...
I am back to blog again! :P Cant seems to stop bloggin. Alrite...I feel damn slack tis study break. Hopefully I am makin good progress in my studies. Although it seems like I understand my work, I am scared later go for test...mind blank blank again. Haha...

Went gym wif G yesterdae. My tummy...thighs...all aches. Haha...it was a good workout. I tried to do lots of it cos I miss my gym session last week. I was rushin for time too! Cos got to meet someone after gym. Heehee...I 4got all abt e time. Make her wait for me. =X I tok to G abt sum stuff. Din realli told her e decision I made. But sort of hint her abt it. She seems okie wif it. I tot she would b shocked. E onli qn tat pple likes to ask me is..."U sure u can do it?!" Yah...cos apparently, I dun look like I can do wat I jus said. Cos simply...I jus cant bear to do it. I told someone else too. She sae..."I dun tink u can do it one lah." Sigh. Y is everyone sayin tis?! Y no one can tell me..."Realli?! Good! Glad u hav made tis decision! Jia you! I believe u can do it!" Feels so much better loh...:(

As I went to tink abt it...I am startin to doubt myself all over again. Now e prob is...I got 2 choices. I got to choose 1! One is give up everythin tat I hav now...or lose someone who is dear to me for e past 18 yrs of my life. Tough decision?! Yeah...indeed it was. I am torn apart lah. Sigh. Which one seems better?! It is jus a fight between e angels n devils. It is also a fight between temptations n principles of my life. Argh. As I hav said b4, life is NEVER smooth sailing. I enjoyed myself enoff...now is time to solve all tis crap liao. Still...I am sastisfied. But jus a little of screw-ups here n there.

I am wonderin if I shld go for tat event anot. Wat if tis n tis happens? I will not b happy loh. So y shld I bother myself to attend sumtin tat I noe I wont b happy in? But e thing is...I will never noe if tat will happen unless I attend it. CRAP! AH~! I jus hate all tis uncertainties of life. Yet...it is bcos of tis uncertainties tat makes life more interesting n forward lookin. Haiz...

Okie lah...better go study! Cos later goin out AGAIN! :P Opps! See ya!

PS: Haha...tis post is for me to noe n for u to find out. Haha...enjoy my whining! :D

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