Long Post...
HoHo! Expect a long post. Cos tis is e last post b4 I go off for study break. Will b back again after e CT. Been tryin hard to study...but I jus cant concentrate. I feel so lethagic.

First of all...I will start wif wat is my focus of my life now. There are 2. Studies n gainin independence. As for studies...I dun tink I need to explain any further. As for gainin independence...it has to do wif a dream I hav for yrs. Haha...I had tis dream of goin for OIAP(Overseas Industrial Attachment Program). Yupz...I dream of it b4 I actually managed to get into NP. When I got into NP, frm dreamin...it slowly evolve into wantin to achieve it. Hence...I need to show to my parents tat I can b independent b4 they r willing to give me e nod to let me go for it. If I cant show them, of cos...they hav every rite to turn me down...cos no parents would b so crazy to let their children to b away for 5.5 months knowin their child is not independent @ all. Makes sense? Therefore...I am tryin to learn to b more independent. I dun wanna let tis golden opportunity slip past me. I tink it would b veri stupid of me to let it go jus bcos I cant show my independence to my parents. Cos I believe it is sumting which I can work upon it. If it is bcos tat I cant attain good grades for it, then I dun hav anythin to sae oso. Cos I can onli blame myself for lettin e time slip by n not workin hard enoff e previous sems. Of cos...apart frm the fun tat everyone tot of, there is another set of reasons as to y I wanna go for OIAP so badly. As to wat they r...I shall =X abt them for e time being. Haha...cos I believe again...tat tis is definately goin to b one of e qns I hav to ans in my interview. So...in order to keep e originality...I am not goin to post it here. If u r curious enoff...ask me n I will tell u provided tat u r not in e same course as me. Be prepared for an ah ma story. Wahahha...I sell fishes in e market for a livin. LOL!

There r other matters in which I wanna attain @ e same time. But...I jus wanna work on those 2 first. As for other matters like BGR(which interests almost everyone for pple of my age...), I believe in Fate. Heehee...if it is meant to happen, it will sumhow. Mayb in e weirdest way? Not realli a corcern to me rite now. I am learnin to grow tired of it. Cos focusin on a person in my life...ruins me. Tried n never wanna do it again.

Choices in Life
In our daily life...we are constantly makin choices. From trivial matters like wat to wear to skool...to big impt matters like...wat career u wanna. If u actually tink abt it...e choice tat we make is pretty dependent on wat we wanna ourselves to b. We started off wif wat we tink will b an ideal 'ME'. Then u work upon it. Tats how u manage to make e choice in ur life. Oh well...I got into a small 'arguement' over wif my mum sum dae ago. It was on e issue of makin choices in life. To me, I dun realli take it as an arguement. I jus hope tat my mum feel e same way as I do. Cos my dad tinks I was tokin back to my mum. But I was jus sayin wat I strongly feel for. I noe I din realli sound too 'good' tat dae. Cos I noe I might hav sounded a little 'forceful'. Haiz...it happens esp. when I sae wat I strongly feel for. Sigh.

Heh heh...I hav blog down most of my tots. Got more one...but I need to go off for my studies...for my test on Fri! Haven realli started yet...bless me sia! As much as I wanna to chiong, I jus cant seems to find e mood to do so. Issit bcos there is too much tots in my mind? Or...I am simply too lazy to study? I promise I will b back asap when my tests r over. I will revamp tis blog. Update sum stuff...change abit here n there...so stay tune! :)

PS: Jia you to all peeps out there who r study break for CT! All e best! Good luck!