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26 December 2005
In Dilemma
I cant help feelin tat way. Sumone's personalised nick on my msn goes like tis..."there will an end to everythin...as long as there is no regret". How true. I shld not b regrettin. I choose tis myself. I shld put an end to tis. I can onli blame myself for wat I hav done. Haiz...

Stop IT!
I cant carry on tis way
E sense of guilt is after me
I noe it well enoff @ e beginnin
I choose e wrong path
I hav no idea where I was headin
I din wanna it tis way
I am left wif no choice
I dun wanna b tat in e end
I am sorri
I wish I can tink of other alternatives
I wish all tis din hav to b in tis way
I wish I wish...
Sumone outta understands...
Jus one will do...

There r times in life when there are decisions tat u need to make. Those decisions kills u more than anythin else in life. I am in one now. These r decisions tat need to b attended to quickly. Yet...I noe tat it is bcos of all tis sick feelings tat is goin to help me stronger if I ever come across it again.

~ { 9:16 PM }
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