Fool
I am suppose to b studyin NOW! Yeah...after e long long nap! I nearly couldnt wake up. I forgo e alarm tat was ringin. Sumhow...a weird call @ tis time woke me up! I got woken up by a wrong no. call! Haha...how funny. I dunno y I got woken up oso. Thank goodness I did! If not...electricity bills will soar into e sky ah. LOL! Aniwae...tats not wat I intend to blog...here it goes...

Argh...I feel like a FOOL now! Yah...as e topic suggests. *curses* I dun understand lah. A fren told me...tried to persuade me into e patch up...tell me stuff here n there...jus when I was askin myself...doubtin if my stand was wrong... HELL! All I found out is...e other party got no intention of wateva my fren seems to imply lah! Then...wat for u try to persuade me into it?! Damn! I realli feel stupid lah...trusting him over it. *bang head* FOOL! Come to tink of it...y shld my stand even shake in e beginning?! Jus remain e same lah! Afterall it takes 2 hands to clap. Then y even bother to let me noe all tis crap?! Let me feel bad or guilty n start to doubt if I was wrong?! I realli wanna scream now! Y add hurt into me?! GRR! Tis is veri last time I am ever goin to trust anyone lah! I dun wanna b hurt in e end again. If hurt n disappointment is all I get in e end...then I shld not even bother to engage myself into anythin at all! Enoff is enoff. There is a limit to wateva everyone can take! I hav reached e limit. MAX. liao! Dun try to persuade me into it again. I am feelin naive...y shld I even hav tat stupid tot in e beginnin? Tats it! U hav hit e blow up button! I am realli sick of all tis. All I can sae...naive...stupid...TRUST is no longer in my dictionary.

AH! I came here to rant. Got to face all e sick things tomolo still! Got to learn how to tahan all tis crap...how to remove it frm my life...not being affected by all e crap. -->affects my health oso. BAD! Screw myself! Realli need to study liao...see ya!